hard day...

i've been keeping myself bz since tis morning... i was in fact very bz n tat actually helped... i wasn't thinking much bout tomoro...

but now i juz can't concentrate on my work anymore... tried so hard not to think... everything seems to be out of my control now... tears came rolling down my cheek nonstop... i told myself to stop it... feel so down now...

i even planned to change da wallpaper on my pc desktop n mobile phones... i juz realised tat no matter wat picture i apply is related to them... scenery pictures of cameron highlands where we went on our 1st family trip for instance... really hard to live my life without them...

from tomoro onwards life is not goin to b easy... for me... for mum... sigh...